Wednesday, September 3, 2008

A taste

"You know, the life I had before you - I knew how to do that. I could do that forever. But now look at me. What am I gonna do? What am I gonna do with all this?" Erica, "Something's Gotta Give"

I don't have the time now to do this topic justice. I am in love. I am amazed. I have only known this man about 3 weeks and I could picture us spending the rest of our lives together. No, I'm not kidding.

Everything seems to click... emotionally, mentally, spiritually, physically. And I have fallen for his little daughter. Our families fit together...

The catch? c'mon, it's ME. You know there's a catch.

He has to move away for work. There's no way I can move unless I leave my children and I can't do that now, no way.

The way I feel though?
Gosh. I would consider changing visitation to week on/ week off to be with him at least half the time.

If you know me, you know this is very very unlike me to even think this way.

I have never before thought about the word soulmate. I know it is way too soon to know for sure, and who knows, I may look like a fool any time for saying that. But gosh, we have yet to find any incompatibility, and every moment - every single thing I learn about him - I know we have only barely scratched the surface and there is SO much more for us to explore.

Now the question is.. will we get to?

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